void of existence

I wanted to start afresh.  Too many old scars in the last blog.  So here I am. 

Once again I have too much expectation on how a friend should be.  I really should not have been upset.  It is really not my place. 

I was upset.  But it is not my place. 

Anyways, I realized one thing this evening.  I have no passion.  None whatsoever.  I have been doom by our local education to mediocrecy.

Time to look for my passion.  What is it?