void of existence

I am talking about cigars.  On average, I give 2 blowjobs a day.

Today, I had a lot of fun.  What was a night of being alone turned out great.  When asked by Wish if I am going to CD tonight, I said yes. 

I was really tired by late afternoon, but I went anyways.  I do my best to do what I agree with.  Otherwise, I will feel guilty about it.  For some reasons, I just will.. no matter who that person is.

I was told by numerous persons in the past 2 weeks that I am too willing to give.  I should be selfish.  Think about myself and do what is beneficial for me.  I just do not work that way, it seems.

In any case, I went to CD and called B4, who agreed to come by for a smoke.  Just as I finished my dinner there, I noticed 2 girls up on the 2nd level.  The 'Enjoy' lot.  The 2 gals that brighten up B2 and my night a couple of weeks ago. 

We first noticed them becoz they smoke cigars.  In fact, they were sharing one (we thought they were beginners, but they had been at it for a while.  Second group of people that I know starting out to smoke in Hyatt, coz they wanna jus try it and got hooked).  B2 noticed the legs on one of them.  As they were leaving, one of them threw an 'Enjoy' towards us.  Both of us were stunned by the fact that someone actually gave us a greeting before they jet.  Moreover, its 2 girls that we have been throwing glances at. 

They said they thought we were 'cute'.  Both of us were scribbling on papers.  B2 were working on a presentation and I was doing my proposal.  They actually noticed!

In any case, I sent up 2 Juan Lopez PC for them and they returned with a glass of Mac 12 years.  2 girls buying a bottle of Whisky.  World has changed.  And I like it.

I joined them while waiting for B4.  They are really fun gals to hang out with.  No, I wasn't thinking of them as love interest.  That was why its fun.  We talked, we joked and we laughed.  Another of their friends joined.  I told B2 about this encounter.  Good thing to have him dropped by, in his Army fatigue, to say hi.  It was good clean fun.  I must say, B2 make a good wingman.

We were joined by 2 other groups of Lily groupies.  What a night it was.

When we are all leaving, I teased Enjoy1 that I should get a goodnight kiss.  As she approached, she hold my head with her hand.  I thought I will just melt there when she brushed my ear.  I am a sucker for that.